had 5 sticks of yosi earlier
can't help it
stressed
can't concentrate on what i'm doing
i hate what i need to do

so far i have listened to 3 recordings
still haven't started the documentations
need to browse through the employee handbook again
and this is just a part of what i hate in giving DAs

have talk to the person involved tomorrow when she gets back
hopefully she won't be too emotional
or defensive
coz at my current physical and emotional state
i'm not too confident that i will be able to handle that

can't take a leave yet
can't skip work
probably next week
**crossing my fingers**

i'm so sleepy
hoping for a peaceful sleep later
don't think i can still finish this before my team's shift ends
think i just have to go to work early tonight

ho-hum!