bitin!

back to work
tapos na talaga bakasyon ko
huhuhu!
kakagaling ko lang sa malaysia
was there from 9am to 430pm
sa jb nga lang
kasi ba naman kaninang umaga lang namin naisip yun, mga 5am
so wala nang time kung sa kl punta kasi papasok nga ako ng 11pm
hay!
me next time pa naman

hay!

ang bilis ng araw!
friday na
end of my vacation
few hours to go
i'm gonna be going back to work
will surely miss our bonding moments every night
susulitin ko ang gabing ito, hehe!
chat, nuod tv, kain, kwentuhan,tawanan, yosi
hay!
sarap sana tumambay lang
pero syempre kelangan magtrabaho
hay ulet!
ilang oras na lang
makikita ko na ang workstation ko
makikita ko na ang mga teammates ko
ang boss ko
ang vendo
back to work na
kelan naman kaya ang susunod na bakasyon ko?

eto na!

*tantararan*

bumsville officially starts today

after being with DBS for exactly 3 months i am taking my annual leave

*clap*

*clap*

*clap*

i am not gonna work for 9 days

but i am just gonna be staying here in singapore

well, malaysia plans are not yet definite

*crossing my fingers*

::EXCERPT::

yes, she finally decided to leave

but she had to see him

she had to talk to him

and she met up with him

that was 3 days before she left

they talked, ate, laughed, talked some more

just a couple of hours

but it made her really happy

she wanted to hug him, kiss him goodbye when it was time for him to leave

but she opted not to do anything

afraid he's gonna be upset

so they parted ways

it was the last time they saw each other

1 day to go!

what's playing

BEST I EVER HAD - Vertical Horizon

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

this is it...

i've realized

that no matter how big the smile i flash whenever i am with my friends,

no matter how i convince myself that i am better this way,

no matter how many times i tell the world that i've gotten over what happened in the past,

at the end of the day

when i am all alone

i still can feel the emptyness, pain and longing

i can lie to others but i cannot lie to myself

i cannot convince myself that i am ok

and i cannot hide my feelings to myself.

ang cute ng cow glass ko!

hehe! sa wakas nakabili na din ako ng Daisy chocolate milk. hirap hanapin nun sa grocery ha. naghanap kami sa cold storage kahapon pero pangit ang design. sa fairprice kami nakabili. ang cute kasi ng baso. free yun for every two cartons of milk. cow design. ayan yung pix sa taas. 'la lang. naaliw lang ako. ;p

she's finally here!

Singapore welcomes Jacq Uy!

my sis is here

finally

so bad she's just spending a night in SG

she has to leave for KL again by tom pm to take her return flight to manila by midnight

and worse, I am working tonight

was tempted not to go to work and just get MC but my better self prevailed

so here i am all sleepy and tired trying my best to focus

good thing benneth was there to be jacq's company for the night

she's requesting for a tour to see the famous merlion and esplanade theater

well, so much for my well-deserved sleep tomorrow

good luck to me!

tuesday

i am sick

still

hay!

i am at work

i can't wait for the shift to end

i can't wait for wednesday

my sis, jacq, will be arriving here in singapore

and on thurs, elaine too.

whoa!

:-(

*sigh*

im bored

im sick

got a very bad case of colds

and it's raining

current addiction

my roommate mj noticed that i'm being addicted to blogging

yes, i admit i am already an addict

'ilalagay ko 'to sa blog ko', that's what i always say when something interested happens

well, actually, interesting or not, i just want to write about it

i am a blog addict

until when? i can't tell

thanks to night shift. ;p

woot! woot!

they're up

yipee!

me the HBO PAK, star movies at cinemax na kami

at last

di na lang EPSN at nick and papanuorin ko

happy rest day to me!

ang starhub. bow!

i've been checking channel 58 since 11am today

and up to now what i can see is nothing but a blank screen

i had star movies added to our subscription plan earlier today coz there's a movie that i wanna watch

i don't know why we did not include channel 58 to the list when we applied for our cable subscription

i think i was too sleepy while talking to starhub peeps that day so i just said yes to whatever they suggested when we had our subcription processed

well, i just had our plan upgraded to include my fave channels ;p

i have to wait within 24 hours

it's been 12 hours

blank screen still

hay!

waiting

waiting

waiting

the pic says it all...

chinky but cute, huh?

the pic says it all...

nonsense?

4:37am na

at wala pa din akong magawa

well, ito po ang isa sa mga perks ng late shift

kaya eto blog lang ng blog

check ng friendster

browse ng kung anu-anong website

di ako inaantok ngayon, himala!

off kasi ako tonight ;p

gusto ko ng bagong cell phone

gusto kong mag-travel

miss ko na ang mga tao sa pinas

hay!

yan ha, obviously, wala talaga akong magawa

3 hours to go uuwi na ko

sana masarap ang breakfast....

bagong lugar

opo, di na po ako taga-avila gardens

ako po ay nasa hdb na ngayon

medyo malayo pa rin sa mrt station ng tampines pero may bus stop naman sa baba ng place namin

yun nga lang 2 bus numbers lang ang dumadaan

bus 29 na matagal na aantayin

at bus 293 na maraming stops bago makarating ng bus interchange

di ako nagrereklamo ha, nagshe-share lang ;p

marami namang bus stops sa me place namin

kaso maglalakad ng malayo ng konti

ok naman ang neighborhood dun

tahimik

pag gabi, nakakatakot, hehe!

ako lang pala natatakot

parang me mumu kasi, hehe!

me maliit ka kubo sa baba ng apartment

at me school sa tapat

me maliit na playground sa me likod

me hawker sa tapat

malapit sa bahay nina janice, dj, len, fed at carol

few bus stops lang papunta ng mrt, bus interchange, tampines mall

overall, maganda yung location

maganda yung bahay

post ko pics baka tomorrow ;p

ouch!

masakit ang gums ko.

si benneth kasi nagluto ng dilis

sobrang crispy

e nagmamadali ako kumain ng dinner

yun, natusok ako ng dilis sa gilagid

at di lang isang beses

tatlo!

san ka pa?

masakit ang gilagid ko

salamat sa dilis

salamat ke benneth

hehe!

bagong mukha: hanginlangako.multiply.com

naisip ko lang palitan

ganda naman di ba?

bakit required ang block leave?

hay!

bakit nga ba?

ayan tuloy naka-leave ako from nov 21 to 27

at wala akong gagawin ha

tambay lang sa bahay

di ako uuwi ng pinas, masyado pa maaga

at magastos, hehe!

sana kasi pwede kunin ang VL credits ng paisa-isang araw

di yung ganyan

hay!

real ones

singapore.

malayong lugar

at andito ako ngayon

dami ko na natutunan

mahirap pala talaga makisama

lalo na pag magkasama kayo sa isang bahay

lalabas ang tunay na ugali, ang tunay na kulay

tatlong buwan

kailangan ko silang iwan

bagong bahay, bagong buhay

one fine tuesday

2:32 am

i am at work

really don't know what's on my mind when i requested for this shift

my batchmates are on the regular shift, morning shift or afternoon shift

not as late as mine

and yes, it is a permanent night shift

is it because i do not go out at night? dateless, hehe!

the vampire in me cannot sleep during the night time

so it's good that i can make myself useful at night

when i was still in day shift, i usually go to work 'bangag' due to lack of sleep

hay!

i am happy with my shift, nothing much to do

internet access

but my housemates are all on regular shift

so at night, while i am at work, they are doing their girly things, bonding sessions WITHOUT ME!!!

huhuhu!

tv programs much interesting during night times

shift allowance is higher for permanent night shift

well.. i cannot have everything that i want

at least i have some

and i am happy

thank you lah!

a lot of things already happened since i got here in singapore

and i have to thank all who stayed with me through these

without you i would have gone back to manila in no time ;p

mj and fed for weekend bonding moments. weekends are gonna be so boring without you.

benneth for being makulit and persistent. my plans were realized because of you.

shaine for always being there. sorry minsan sablay ako. hehe!

carol, dj, janice and len for sharing their rooms when i don't want to go home. thanks sa pag-ampon. sobrang enjoy ako sa sleepovers ko sa place nyo. guys, dalaw kayo sa bahay ha. my turn to share our place with you. hehe!

och for the super sarap na food lagi sa bahay nila pag tumatambay ako dun. ang galing mo magluto, sis!

yun po. thank you, guys for making my singapore life a lot better.

the storm may not yet be over

but knowing that you're there makes me strong to face life's challenges.

luv you, guys!

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Definitions from http://www.yourdictionary.com

Give up: to stop; cease; to admit failure and stop trying; to lose hope for

Hopeless: having no expectation of, or showing no sign of, a favorable outcome

End: the last part of anything; final point; finish; completion; conclusion

Numb: weakened in or deprived of the power of feeling

Broken: incomplete, not in working condition, cracked into pieces

Incapable: lacking the necessary ability, competence, strength

thanks!

finally

we got a new place

benneth, mj, shaine (and soon elaine)

benneth and i moved in last friday afternoon

mj moved in yesterday

fed and chelle were the first visitors coz they helped us carrying our stuff last friday

carol went here yesterday

she was impressed with how big the unit is and how cheap we will be paying for this

(thanks to the super friendly owner who agreed to lease the house to us)

we got our cable and internet subscription (thanks to the benneth's pangungulit and persistence)

we bought kitchen and dining room 'starters' sa ikea kagabi

so tired

i slept for over 12 hours last night

kakagising ko lang ;p

yep, i admit mejo tight na ang budget for this month

ang daming gastos!

laptop, cable, SP services installation, phone bills, ikea purchases, groceries, etc, etc

pero masaya ;p

;p

tired

sleepy

i wanna go HOME!

few hours to go...

well...

i am stressed

i am hurt

i am emotionally-harassed

i am mentally-tortured

i am physically unwell

i am still thankful that i am blessed

it is during these tough times that i come to know who the real ones are

and i thank those who stood by me through these all

with a silent prayer that everything's gonna be alright

*crossing my fingers*