Friday, November 16, 2007

this is it...

i've realized

that no matter how big the smile i flash whenever i am with my friends,

no matter how i convince myself that i am better this way,

no matter how many times i tell the world that i've gotten over what happened in the past,

at the end of the day

when i am all alone

i still can feel the emptyness, pain and longing

i can lie to others but i cannot lie to myself

i cannot convince myself that i am ok

and i cannot hide my feelings to myself.

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