9:04PM Manila time
i'm here at the office trying to keep myself busy
but i can't start working
i'm not in the mood to work
after this entry i think i'll go downstairs for a smoke

what's adding up to my bad mood today?
there's this sup near my area that i don't like much
hmm...i'm just being nice
i don't like her at all
she's so annoying
she's so loud
and i find her fake

i'm not really this nasty
gave up that bad attitude months ago

just don't know why i really don't like her
the sound of her laughter is competing with my loud music
argh!
hope she'll just keep her mouth shut
and i hope she'll have tons of work to do to keep her busy

i don't really know what's with me these days
i tend to be irritable
separation anxiety?
i don't know
can someone tell me what's going on?