5:35pm Manila time, July 16, 2007

got the text i've been waiting for since last week
i got my singapore employment pass and my flight date
i'm leaving on august 6
that's 3 weeks from now!
mixed feelings
relief, happiness, shock, panic, anxiety, depression, regret, excitement, etc.
still cannot believe i'm leaving so soon
thought i'm still gonna be here the whole month of august
not that i'm complaining
i really wanna go to singapore

concern 1: how am i gonna schedule all the gimiks? 3 weekends to go..
i have to be with my family
and i can't skip work because i just filed my resignation today
less than 30 days to go so i have to go to work during wednesdays
and use my ILs and VLs from august 6 to 16
good thing my boss already acknowledged my resignation letter
thought i'm gonna have a problem with that

concern 2: i haven't packed my things yet
i haven't found my dream luggage
pink with flowers or red with stars
hehe!
will start on my list of things to bring later (hopefully i'll have time for that)

concern 3: who will take care of my 'pinakamamahal na team'
i don't want them to be distributed to different teams
i know how well they work as a team
and i hate myself for having the courage to leave them
just when things are doing really well
100% csat for the month! not anyone can do that
*sigh*

concern 4: so many things to do, so little time

hope i can do everything i wanted to do
things i've planned to do before i leave
coz i really don't know when i'll be back
we'll see...