last day?

i'm at the office

had my exit interview few hours ago

and according to jean, it's the longest session she had so far

hahaha!

like what i've told my mom when we talked about my Chase life yesterday

i can confidently say that i had the best times with Chase

i was with the best people

well, except for one or two or three?

haha!

i spent more than a month deciding whether to push through with my resignation or not

i love my job

not everyone will get this amount of money every 12th or 27th (or sometimes earlier) of the month and just spend the day doing nothing
well, not everyday
but i can get away doing nothing at all in a day if i don't feel like doing anything at all
hehe!
bad!

i love the people

well, there are some who exudes negative energy that no talisman can oppose
i've been with them
they did almost everything to make me fall
well, being the bitch that i am, i'm still standing proud
laughing at their pathetic effort to bring me down

i'm most thankful to the people who made my stay with Chase worth remembering
to rei for being my first and most favorite trainer,
mimi, beth, june, flo and louie for making me realize what i can do during my first days in production,
ms peaches, my first sup
my sykes wave 39 teammates for doubting my performance
to wax, for believing in me, for the encouragement and for the challenges,
to my batchmates who stood by me when i was promoted,
ryan, luci, and rj, for being my mentors
wilma, wilson, pip and adei for being my first sykes friends =)
judith, for being my mentor in training (sorry my heart was not at it)
wave 15, for being my friends, yosi buddies, tambay buddies, for everything
to marj and tariq for the realization of my goals
my first team, the one i took over after gus moved to research, for the lessons i've learned and for helping me with my transition from SME to sup
to my wave 17 team for the criticisms, conflicts, fun, mind-boggling questions and concerns, and for making me somewhat perfect my team-handling skills
to luisa's pod for all the fun and hardwork
to luisa for allowing me to work on my own and for respecting my decisions,
to myla, pongs, simels, denmark, dennis and mel, chelou, annie and randy for being my brothers and sisters (boracay will always be close to my heart because of you)
to kimmy for the advices
to iyc, janet, tj, alex, charm for being competent CAPs
to yoj, benneth, alden, scav, jinna, chir, mau, divine, karen, pier and ivy for accepting me in their team, for the laughs, support, ka-weirduhan, kulit, for just being there (though i hate them for making me think more than ten times about leaving - ang hirap nyo iwan, guys)
to dennis, yoj, maan, bry, alden (and mina) for a very memorable tagaytay trip on my birthday

well, four days to go and i'll be in singapore

will i survive?
yes, i'm a tough person
i've escaped a lot of big, bad wolves
i've countered numerous bad spells
will i survive the feeling of missing my life here?
missing the people here?

well, it'll take time for me to have yosi alone, with johannie or whoever i'm gonna be with
without thinking of my yosi buddies here
it would take time for me to get used to wednesday nights without eastwood tambay sessions
it would take time for me to get used to saturday mornings without salcedo market breakfast or starbucks pearl bank kwentuhan
i would take time for me to get used to not receiving texts from people on my globe kababayan or singtel number (especially texts advising that they cannot go to work or that they will be late for work ;p)

i think this will be the last day that i will be sitting here, using Chase pc for whatever i wanna do
i'm not sure when will i be able to join you for yosi at the 9th floor, front or back of philam
or join you for lunch at jollibee

guys, i'll miss you...